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Sweet Flutterbys
*Sweet flutterbys*
Lost without ure breath 2 keep me alive,
I know not what 2 do...
& its only been 5 long minutes
Since ure voice was in my mind.
Hold me deep inside ure soul,
Never let me go ...
Engage me with ure sleepless dreams
& Love that withstands time.
With us begins the world anew
I need u by my side...
We will paint the earth in purple bloom,
My Violets, u & i
The sky will cry & thunders break,
When im in ure arms..
Its just the Angels' tears & wings
As they fantastically fly.
Hear the happy song of Heaven,
So soft, ure lips touch mine...
& see the future in prismacolor sparks
When everything is us.
Never could ever words describe
This feeling of flutterbys...
But i'll 4ever be ure ShadowedChild
Drowning in this Lust.
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Literature
Raspberries and Electricity
***Raspberries & Electricity***
Raspberries & eletricity
Flowing through me eternally
What i taste i can feel...
& all of it is real;
Sweet syrupy kalidescopes of ecstasy
This energy burning between u & me
dreams r not enough 2 contain
All this
Like a crysalis
Inside my mind
Fantastically funny
& beauty's abyss
I wanna fall on2 ure lips...
When theres angels wings all around;
Fluttering incandescence
As im being unwound.
This is Heaven,
      This place
U're ethereal light yearns my heart 2 race
& theres no thought of coming down
When my entire soul is being drowned
In such wonderous nectar
As the luciousness of u're kiss
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Literature
Agony Falls
Agony Falls
Despondent, my every breath.
Melodic images comfort me;
It is my only solace.
Grace is granted in bucketsfull
                           and then poured
                                   down in2 hell
                                        like a waterfall.
   icicles would kill me.
But they melt in the heat
Of this pain.
         i surrender 2 the elements, these
        &
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Literature
on becoming a Statue
Sandblasted.
Then dropped carelessly in2
A big puddle of wet concrete.
I retreat
In2 myself.
A mirror image of my life,
Twisted in2 what it seems,
Feels…
& I repeat
If I suddenly should SCREAM
While asphyxiated in this dream
Don’t wake me;
I’d rather die
Floating progressively solid as one with the stream.
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Literature
Life: ThroughAdistortedMirror
i have had, in my life
periods of great productivity.
i have proven posessed in
predicaments pulverized with fear
and come out charged with
                              positivity.
But now things
r dark and perpetual.  i pray
everyday 4 a rainfall
2 wash this mist away...
4 surely,
such haze
cannot be good when exposed 4 days
unending, in2 eons of despair.
As if all u've Loved is lost
in a place u cannot possibly
get 2 from
                                        here.
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Literature
PonderingManiaUnderDepression
the severity of the
situation,
is measured by
my adaptation-
or so it always seems 2 go,
& i squeeze by
like
flatulation.
fueled by fiery
inspiration,
i once did rise with
admiration
like perfection, but more thorough
i, myself was, infatuation.
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Dinky and Croakey by ShadowedChild Dinky and Croakey :iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 0 it's all ok by ShadowedChild it's all ok :iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 3 a star is born by ShadowedChild a star is born :iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 3 emissary of my soul by ShadowedChild emissary of my soul :iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 0 H E Y by ShadowedChild H E Y :iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 1 12
Literature
blinding paradox
Unendurable pain I shall fight 2 conceal;
A bee's nest hidden 2 make-believe it's not real,
A burning sensation in the light of the cold
Through the lies u have spoken then truth has been told
Love is secondary here, 2 this blinding faith
It is nothing 2 u, yet I continue 2 wait
4 a flicker of remorse without contradiction
a light in u're eyes not plagued with affliction
paradox, u say, of that I'm the princess
4 my mind is the sort such is a cinch in
where the good & the bad always climax 2gether
leaves me broken & perfect: this is great, so – whatever
my mind hurts me more than u ever could dare
with u're cowardly façade & lies that u share
I'll hold this within me & continue 2 fight
Though I'm walking in darkness – no hope of a light
If I were anyone else, anybody but me
I could open my eyes & force them 2 see
that what have I now in this delusional dream
Is everything & nothing all lost in-between.
1-18-04
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Literature
Melancholic Mania
****************
Melancholic Mania
****************
It's like an experimental melody,
Irritability,
Quite unlike a soothing concerto;
It's allegro
So fast you cant keep up
As it flies and bounces by-
Bruising you.
They wonder if it's apathy
But, contrary,
It's feeling of the worst sort;
It'll contort
All the peace of solitary
Solace, joy and sunlight-
Leaving you wary.
©2003-Allegra
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*Sweet flutterbys*

Lost without ure breath 2 keep me alive,
I know not what 2 do...
& its only been 5 long minutes
Since ure voice was in my mind.

Hold me deep inside ure soul,
Never let me go ...
Engage me with ure sleepless dreams
& Love that withstands time.

With us begins the world anew
I need u by my side...
We will paint the earth in purple bloom,
My Violets, u & i

The sky will cry & thunders break,
When im in ure arms..
Its just the Angels' tears & wings
As they fantastically fly.

Hear the happy song of Heaven,
So soft, ure lips touch mine...
& see the future in prismacolor sparks
When everything is us.

Never could ever words describe
This feeling of flutterbys...
But i'll 4ever be ure ShadowedChild
Drowning in this Lust.
Sweet Flutterbys
Sweet LOVE LOVE LOVE & the way he makes me feel inside. Not the best poem ive ever written but how can i describe something that no words can do juctice 2?
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***Raspberries & Electricity***


Raspberries & eletricity
Flowing through me eternally
What i taste i can feel...

& all of it is real;
Sweet syrupy kalidescopes of ecstasy
This energy burning between u & me
dreams r not enough 2 contain
All this
Like a crysalis
Inside my mind
Fantastically funny
& beauty's abyss
I wanna fall on2 ure lips...

When theres angels wings all around;
Fluttering incandescence
As im being unwound.

This is Heaven,
      This place
U're ethereal light yearns my heart 2 race
& theres no thought of coming down
When my entire soul is being drowned
In such wonderous nectar
As the luciousness of u're kiss
Raspberries and Electricity
Flowing words in the Lust of yearning 4 my beloved, my other half, my eternity. I Love u, David. Ure 4ever in my soul.

©2017 Allegra
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ShadowedChild
bibliophile 4 self-medication
Artist | Literature
United States
Current Residence: bipolar hell
Favourite genre of music: NewPowerSoul, Tori
Favourite photographer: David Lynch
Favourite style of art: stuff that u get lost in while u're tripping
Operating System: manic depression
MP3 player of choice: one with every song that's ever rocked stored on it
Shell of choice: ethereal
Wallpaper of choice: the kind i make on photo-paint
Skin of choice: ummnn... my own
Favourite cartoon character: Snoopy, www.inky.net, animaniacs, ren & stimpy, Spongebob
Personal Quote: what i want is not 2 want what ins't mine. BUT I AM DESIRE.
Interests

365 days

Wed Jun 27, 2007, 10:46 AM
  • Listening to: when she Loved me - on tv
  • Reading: HP & the half-blood prince
  • Watching: toy story 2
  • Playing: with electric sockets
  • Eating: hot air
  • Drinking: diet coke
who am i?
where am i?
what am i?

well, we made it a year.  2day is our 1st anniversary.  i'm not exactly sure why he's still with me as i am nothing but a miserable blob as of late, but he is & deserves a reward 4 putting up with this illness that has taken over me.  i try.  i try really hard but it doesn't seem 2 make much of a difference, it's still like swimming through drying concrete just 2 get out of bed.  
i've made a commitment 2 be poetry editor on purpleprose.com - poetry is not up yet as we have 2 get submissions, but go there anyway, i've been a huge supporter since it's birth.
nothing more 2 say.
it's 2 damn hot.

imma go smoke this heat away
:weed:

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khamwon1 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2007
thanks for the +friend
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marziiporn Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2006  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Holidays sweetie... hope your babies are ok and that sylvia isn't very sick... :cling:
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GingerbreadxCoffin Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2006
Thank You :bow:

And Happy Holidays! :holly:
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Crysenna Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2006  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the faves~!:glomp:
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Pestilencia Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2006
Thanks a lot for the fav!
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Takineko Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2006  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for faving!
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Motorcity Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2006
Thanks for the :+devwatch:
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laurapalmer Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2006  Professional Photographer
hi girl!
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TigerLotus Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2006
Thank you for the fav :glomp: :aww:
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twin-peaks Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2006
hello! :w00t:

i noticed that you have a work about david lynch!

if u also like ~twin-peaks, this is ur comunity!

join in!
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:coffeecup: & :pie:
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