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Sweet Flutterbys
*Sweet flutterbys*
Lost without ure breath 2 keep me alive,
I know not what 2 do...
& its only been 5 long minutes
Since ure voice was in my mind.
Hold me deep inside ure soul,
Never let me go ...
Engage me with ure sleepless dreams
& Love that withstands time.
With us begins the world anew
I need u by my side...
We will paint the earth in purple bloom,
My Violets, u & i
The sky will cry & thunders break,
When im in ure arms..
Its just the Angels' tears & wings
As they fantastically fly.
Hear the happy song of Heaven,
So soft, ure lips touch mine...
& see the future in prismacolor sparks
When everything is us.
Never could ever words describe
This feeling of flutterbys...
But i'll 4ever be ure ShadowedChild
Drowning in this Lust.
:iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 0
Raspberries and Electricity
***Raspberries & Electricity***
Raspberries & eletricity
Flowing through me eternally
What i taste i can feel...
& all of it is real;
Sweet syrupy kalidescopes of ecstasy
This energy burning between u & me
dreams r not enough 2 contain
All this
Like a crysalis
Inside my mind
Fantastically funny
& beauty's abyss
I wanna fall on2 ure lips...
When theres angels wings all around;
Fluttering incandescence
As im being unwound.
This is Heaven,
      This place
U're ethereal light yearns my heart 2 race
& theres no thought of coming down
When my entire soul is being drowned
In such wonderous nectar
As the luciousness of u're kiss
:iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 0
Agony Falls
Agony Falls
Despondent, my every breath.
Melodic images comfort me;
It is my only solace.
Grace is granted in bucketsfull
                           and then poured
                                   down in2 hell
                                        like a waterfall.
   icicles would kill me.
But they melt in the heat
Of this pain.
         i surrender 2 the elements, these
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on becoming a Statue
Then dropped carelessly in2
A big puddle of wet concrete.
I retreat
In2 myself.
A mirror image of my life,
Twisted in2 what it seems,
& I repeat
If I suddenly should SCREAM
While asphyxiated in this dream
Don’t wake me;
I’d rather die
Floating progressively solid as one with the stream.
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Life: ThroughAdistortedMirror
i have had, in my life
periods of great productivity.
i have proven posessed in
predicaments pulverized with fear
and come out charged with
But now things
r dark and perpetual.  i pray
everyday 4 a rainfall
2 wash this mist away...
4 surely,
such haze
cannot be good when exposed 4 days
unending, in2 eons of despair.
As if all u've Loved is lost
in a place u cannot possibly
get 2 from
:iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 0
the severity of the
is measured by
my adaptation-
or so it always seems 2 go,
& i squeeze by
fueled by fiery
i once did rise with
like perfection, but more thorough
i, myself was, infatuation.
:iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 0
Dinky and Croakey by ShadowedChild Dinky and Croakey :iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 0 it's all ok by ShadowedChild it's all ok :iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 3 a star is born by ShadowedChild a star is born :iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 3 emissary of my soul by ShadowedChild emissary of my soul :iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 0 H E Y by ShadowedChild H E Y :iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 1 12
blinding paradox
Unendurable pain I shall fight 2 conceal;
A bee's nest hidden 2 make-believe it's not real,
A burning sensation in the light of the cold
Through the lies u have spoken then truth has been told
Love is secondary here, 2 this blinding faith
It is nothing 2 u, yet I continue 2 wait
4 a flicker of remorse without contradiction
a light in u're eyes not plagued with affliction
paradox, u say, of that I'm the princess
4 my mind is the sort such is a cinch in
where the good & the bad always climax 2gether
leaves me broken & perfect: this is great, so – whatever
my mind hurts me more than u ever could dare
with u're cowardly façade & lies that u share
I'll hold this within me & continue 2 fight
Though I'm walking in darkness – no hope of a light
If I were anyone else, anybody but me
I could open my eyes & force them 2 see
that what have I now in this delusional dream
Is everything & nothing all lost in-between.
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Shadowed in Purple by ShadowedChild Shadowed in Purple :iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 0 ShadowedChild by ShadowedChild ShadowedChild :iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 0 Allegra in the bell jar by ShadowedChild Allegra in the bell jar :iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 0 4
Melancholic Mania
Melancholic Mania
It's like an experimental melody,
Quite unlike a soothing concerto;
It's allegro
So fast you cant keep up
As it flies and bounces by-
Bruising you.
They wonder if it's apathy
But, contrary,
It's feeling of the worst sort;
It'll contort
All the peace of solitary
Solace, joy and sunlight-
Leaving you wary.
:iconshadowedchild:ShadowedChild 2 3

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bibliophile 4 self-medication
Artist | Literature
United States
Current Residence: bipolar hell
Favourite genre of music: NewPowerSoul, Tori
Favourite photographer: David Lynch
Favourite style of art: stuff that u get lost in while u're tripping
Operating System: manic depression
MP3 player of choice: one with every song that's ever rocked stored on it
Shell of choice: ethereal
Wallpaper of choice: the kind i make on photo-paint
Skin of choice: ummnn... my own
Favourite cartoon character: Snoopy,, animaniacs, ren & stimpy, Spongebob
Personal Quote: what i want is not 2 want what ins't mine. BUT I AM DESIRE.

365 days

Wed Jun 27, 2007, 10:46 AM
  • Listening to: when she Loved me - on tv
  • Reading: HP & the half-blood prince
  • Watching: toy story 2
  • Playing: with electric sockets
  • Eating: hot air
  • Drinking: diet coke
who am i?
where am i?
what am i?

well, we made it a year.  2day is our 1st anniversary.  i'm not exactly sure why he's still with me as i am nothing but a miserable blob as of late, but he is & deserves a reward 4 putting up with this illness that has taken over me.  i try.  i try really hard but it doesn't seem 2 make much of a difference, it's still like swimming through drying concrete just 2 get out of bed.  
i've made a commitment 2 be poetry editor on - poetry is not up yet as we have 2 get submissions, but go there anyway, i've been a huge supporter since it's birth.
nothing more 2 say.
it's 2 damn hot.

imma go smoke this heat away


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khamwon1 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2007
thanks for the +friend
marziiporn Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2006  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Holidays sweetie... hope your babies are ok and that sylvia isn't very sick... :cling:
GingerbreadxCoffin Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2006
Thank You :bow:

And Happy Holidays! :holly:
Crysenna Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2006  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the faves~!:glomp:
Pestilencia Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2006
Thanks a lot for the fav!
Takineko Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2006  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for faving!
Motorcity Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2006
Thanks for the :+devwatch:
laurapalmer Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2006  Professional Photographer
hi girl!
TigerLotus Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2006
Thank you for the fav :glomp: :aww:
twin-peaks Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2006
hello! :w00t:

i noticed that you have a work about david lynch!

if u also like ~twin-peaks, this is ur comunity!

join in!

:coffeecup: & :pie:
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